Having Passion and What That Means To Me

Hello my lovelies,

My brain gears are currently turning so fast in deep thoughts and of course, I want to share with you about how much this blows my mind.

What am I thinking?

Passion.

To me, the word passion symbolizes something or someone that causes you to majorly feel indescribable. Whatever it is, you can’t explain your feelings because whatever words you use won’t be even close to be what you feel deep inside.

Music is a passion of mine and so is writing. Sure, I do love music and writing but in my mind that’s not even close to what I feel.

You can gain passion for something that makes you feel better or you can just turn to when all else fails and for me that’s music. I love Taylor Swift and I love twenty one pilots in very different ways. I love a lot of songs that aren’t by them but listening to them takes me on a whole other world.

I became a fan of Taylor Swift when I was in second grade and I feel like I can’t ever love any other singer as much as her because I’ve grown up with her music and maybe that’s a reason I love romantic books and movies.

I fell in love with twenty one pilots in 2015 and haven’t looked back. I found their music when I fell in a dark place inside my head but with their songs, I felt not alone. I sit and listen to think about how Tyler Joseph’s songwriting described my feelings and a comfort to listen to. I still go into my dark place sometimes but I have their songs to fall back on.

I’m so glad I found music that makes me feel indescribable.

I think it’s important to find something you’re passionate about because if you don’t have something or someone that makes you feel like you belong in this time and place then in my opinion, wouldn’t that be boring?

Your passion can be anything from music to books to your friends and family plus your beliefs. Just try to find something that makes you feel alive. 

I know I’m only eighteen but I really do believe that we can find happiness in small things and happiness isn’t a destination. It’s a feeling.

Please don’t pressure yourself at that thought of needing to be happy at all times and it’s okay to be not okay.

Thank you for reading as always.

Love,

Zayniator

Listening to: Addict With A Pen by twenty one pilots