Purpose + Dear You {Who Is Lost}

This week has been a week where I've questioned myself a lot lately about certain things. Plus a rain storm was in my mind one night and left me drowning in my thoughts. It's hard sometimes when you try to find things to raise your mood but ultimately, you just had to let the rain stop.

I remember when I was around fourteen and that seemed like a hard year for me. The storms were coming to me like I lived in Seattle, Washington or some place where it'd always rain.

I opened up to my dad one day about all the issues I had with myself because I just lost it that day. I even made him cry with things I said.

One question I remember asking him and I still question this: What's my purpose? My dad just simply said to be a teenager, which didn't satisfy me at all.

I've said this before but one of my favorite bands in the world is Twenty One Pilots. The lead singer named Tyler Joseph gave this advice about purpose that I haven't forgotten and probably won't forget: the beginning of purpose is finding something only you understand.

From this, Tyler created a song called "Kitchen Sink" where a kitchen sink to you isn't a kitchen sink to him. Something powerful happened at a kitchen sink that only he knows. That's his purpose.

I find my purpose in giving my feelings in this blog in hopes of gaining something back or even helping one person. I still struggle and deal with these negative emotions daily but I know there will be a sunny day.


Everyone has a purpose in this world.

Don't just sit back and decide that your worth isn't enough for this world because it is.

Find your purpose and remember the feeling of satisfaction from it.

You're powerful.

You're you.

Love always, Zayne.

Dear you who is feeling lost in this world, 

I know this feeling all too well. Life is a maze and sometimes you get into that corner of the maze where its too much to choose and to deal with the twist and turns of life. It's a wonder what you can do to see the peak of day, a better time. 

You'll find your path. 

Love always, 

Zayniator.