Live Your Life

Hello my lovelies,

As I am typing this, my dog is snoring and curled up into a ball beside me with music playing and my person on the phone. It has been a moment since I have taken a breather to let you all know my thoughts and feelings (because for some reason,,, people actually love my blog?).

I saw the movie Five Feet Apart and while I was watching the movie, I got into a train of thought because my brain never shuts down just to focus on one thing. Even when I have been reading lately, it has been hard to keep on reading and not get distracted by my surroundings.

I read a book recently though that I could not put down and it felt relieving to say that and accomplishing to finish it in such a short time. If you want a book recommendation: Dry by Neal Shusterman. 

Anyways, it is crazy the thought process of life. We wake up everyday and our hearts beat and we breathe to function. The process begins when you enter the crazy place named Earth and you take your first breath out of the womb and wow, you are now added to the population.

You wake up everyday from this thing called sleep and you go through the day doing what you do, never knowing if it will be your last. We have brains and feelings and struggles and just... in case you needed to hear it: you're never alone.

I hope you let your people that are special to you know how much they mean to you. It'll probably mean a lot to them to hear that and maybe it will make you feel good too. I hope so.

This blog was a mess but I hope you enjoyed it anyways. I appreciate you for reading my blog as always.

Love always,

Zayniator

What I Am Listening To: Not Warriors by Waterparks

Recovery (deep thinking)

it’s weird.

you think you’re going to be have heartache forever with some things.

you can have the rush of heaviness through your chest as if it’s not leaving anytime soon, but you find fresh air at the end.

 you can turn around and look at the trails without dwelling yourself over.

          that’s when you know you’re free. 

Empathy (Poetry Corner)

Empathy is a superpower I wish I didn’t have. 

My mind looks at someone’s feelings and hard times and just grabs. 

It doesn’t matter if you’re a stranger or a friend, when you’re in trouble, I’m falling in your shoes to 

imagine how you feel. 

I wish this feeling wasn’t real. 

The overwhelming desire to help cure everything that I can’t strengthens itself everyday. 

How I wish for everyone’s pain to go away so we could make it another day. 

But I’m no superhero and not all can be curable.