My Birthday Luck

Hey my lovelies,

I wanted to post a blog but did not know exactly what I should post besides more of my poetry (which you can scroll to find) except I missed typing my thoughts and latest updates on my life like I am such an interesting person.

My birthday is Monday and I have had this theory of my birthday having bad luck because of having bad things happen to me. My best best friend reminded me once that there is not a certain day you have luck on but instead, look at the all the good things that have happened on that day and they're right.

But... a lot of bad things have happened on my birthday in many past years.

Last year was an exception.

Now you may be wondering: what happened on my birthday to make me feel this way?

To list off:
- I fell out of bed on my tenth birthday and cut my head open

- I forgot what birthday but my mom gave me these cleansing wipes and I wiped my face to wake up and be red like a cherry
- had a blizzard on my birthday (okay this isn't fully bad luck because I love snow but...)

On the bright side, I am blessed with my family and friends to celebrate my existence with and eat good cake with. It is the second holiday I do not feel bad when people spend money on me... all the other times, yeah, I feel bad.

I hope your next birthday, no matter how old you are, is as great as you are!

Love always,

Zayniator

Listening to: Don't Stop Me Now by Queen

Embracing Myself

Hey my lovelies, 

Yesterday was Valentine's Day aka my favorite holiday because I am weird and love all the love shown on that day. That day is not just for couples but also can be towards love of friends, family, and even yourself. 

I have a hard time embracing my unique qualities about myself because I feel like because I am like this then there isn't going to be a reason to like me. I am a shy and awkward and quiet person (unless you are my best friends or family) and I worry my looks intimidate people. 

I don't feel comfortable in my own skin but I guess that is something to work on, huh? 

I hope you all find something you love about yourself because you deserve it! 

Love always,

Zayniator 

Listening to: I'll Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie

Back From The Dead (Poetry Corner)

Her hands held onto the edges of wet soil that surrounded the burial of her body in the moment of disappearance.


Her skin was covered in dirt and dressed to camouflage into the mud around her.

Her throat was filled up with dirt and dry from how quiet she’s been.
But her eyes.
Her eyes held water and fire rolled into one.
She lifted herself slowly but surely off the ground to see everything around her wasn’t what she thought it was.
No dark clouds but only sunny skies with chance of rain somedays.
There weren’t monsters waiting for her but rather a garden full of fresh air for her to fall into.
She thought it was over and everything was going to be burned...


but in fact, it’s even more beautiful after the storm.

- Z.H

5 Reasons To Read A Book

Hey lovelies,

If you don't know, I love reading so much that my bookshelf has two rows of books on one shelf because I can't fit all my books I have on my shelves! It hurts my want of having a neat looking shelf to see all my books at once.

BUT WHY SHOULD YOU CARE? Because books are awesome.... that is why.

I am going to tell you five reasons you should pick up a book and change your life.

1. Reading takes you to another world

This can be literally fantasy in another world or just a different town lifestyle. It is a trip out of your house that you don't have to actually leave to go on.

2. Why not?

3. Books are in every genre just like TV shows so you can base your TV show likes onto books to find to read

4. Writing has a lot of ranges along to it and the vocabulary used differs as well.

Sometimes, I read books that have words that I never heard of and I get excited because I am weird and love learning new words.

5. BECAUSE IT IS FUN.

You may be a picky reader (get it? Like picky eater but reader... I am not funny.) and might not like the first few books you pick up BUT check out other genres too :)

Also, there are such thing as AUDIO BOOKS where you can listen to a book instead of reading the words yourself. Find your preference and read.

Love always,

Zayniator